January 18 2009 day.

It was January 18^th, 2009. It was a day that brought many changes to my life. Love, pain, passion and many other emotional and physical changes were brought because of this day. 1189542 is a series of numbers that I can’t forget. It tells the month, day, year, and time I asked a girl to be my girlfriend. I didn’t know what I was getting into and didn’t know what was going to happen. The moment I asked her out, was the moment that would forever change my life.

            The girl was a stranger. I met her on myspace. She went to Alta Loma and I went to Westborough. She was a grade younger. It was not love at first sight. It was a mystery on how I started talking to her. But needless to say, I talked to her. I was a player and flirted and she knew. I was a different person before I met her and after I met her. She changed me a lot and helped me realize a lot of things in life.

            Before I met her, I was ignorant, selfish, and childish. She changed all that. She changed me and I’m not sure if I should have let that happen. But it happened and I think I approve of it. I stopped my bad habits I had, slowly but gradually. I became a changed person for the better. She made me a thousand emotions, great and horrible. Sometimes I didn’t even feel like it was reality but it was.

            She was my first love. I was infatuated, I was deeply, and happily in love with her. I couldn’t resist her. I never felt that type of feeling and I was addicted. I couldn’t tell if this type of addiction was bad or not. Later, I would find out that it wasn’t as grand as I thought.

            Arguments and hurt feelings over the years lead to a breakup. Well, there was many breakups anyways but eventually lead to the last breakup. I was feeling awful and I felt like I had a bad high. Sometimes I couldn’t believe that all the events happened.

            I learned a lot of things from the relationship I had with the girl. I become more mature and stronger in person. I gained a lot of qualities such as respect, kindness, and honor. A relationship will change anybody who has been through all the many aspects such as love, hate, and care ness. I will never regret this part of my life because it changed me for the best.